the situation

..assalamualaikum..

..hidup tak selalunya indah..

..langit tak selalu cerah..

..suram malam tak berbintang..

..itulah lukisan alam..

& thats the fact!

at the moment when im writing this..im not in good condition..feeling sakit perut..feeling kepala pusing..n feels want to muntah too..my 2nd pregnancy gives me more challenging...emotionally...mentally...everything seems so challenging..and i feels want to cry too!!..sometimes i feel like i can face it anymore..Ya Allah...give me some strength..give me more strength..and keep continuing give me the strength..dont ever stop it..

talking about my 2nd pregnancy..yes..im now carrying my 2nd baby for almost 15weeks..early this morning..i had took a glass..i mean a "big glass" of  air gula!! which it was easy for me when it was my 1st pregnancy..but not this this..im expect everything will be a lil bit tough..dear baby syg..please be nice to mama..i love you so much..me also got warning from the nurse..about the increasing of my weight..drasticly increasing!!..oh Allah..within 1 month my weight increase about 1.4kg..can u imagine how much food i ate in a month!?and now i need to control it..luckily..in another a few days we will having our puasa and this time will be my chance to control my nafsu mkn..i hope so..

nur harsya amni..my little precious..just recover from her demam...almost 3 days..she become soo manja..always want to cry and refuse to eat..but alhamdulillah.she was better today..but she got chicken pop..bintik2 merah cover her body..but alhamdulillah she's fine..i need to find air kelapa for harsya to bath..."petua org dulu2"..during the 3rd day of her fever..we took her to the doctor..n we got the very pjg lebar explanation from the doctor..n later i will tell what was the pjg lebar explanation tu..n now..it's time for me to go to the clinic for amik darah once again..me..please be strong and don't pitam2..